Choices

My undeath. My terms. It's time.

I need to be true to myself. To do so I must make changes. Changes are not easy for someone like me. I crave routine. It's how I survive. Not anymore. It's time to shake things up.

I've been safe for far too long. I've loved something longer than I should have. Not a person, but an idea of something that I built up so high it could never live up to the expectations.

Reality check. It's time to give up the fantasy and start actually living my undeath. It is the one thing that truly is mine.

I chose to be vampire because it's ingrained in my soul. It's who I am. I'm not that little girl that let herself be hurt. I am a strong woman standing on her own two feet. And it's high time I remember that.

So, sit back, buckle up, and prepare yourself for the new dawning of SUN. It's going to be a hell of a ride.

Love and kisses,

Sunshine.