Lost

Tonight I met this really nice vampire. Well I didn't know that vampires really existed but he says I'm one too. And I even have fangs. Which is so cool. I mean I can kill people if I want to. Maybe I should. There's this girl in biology that hates me cause I sat in her seat one day. I could kill her.

Oh wait, he says I'm not 15. He says I'm much older. I wonder if I'm really old, like 21 or something. But then I can drink beer.

He says I live in this big house with him and that he loves me. I wonder if we have sex. :) :) :) :)

He's really cute. I mean really cute. And so tall. I'm like a midget compared to him.
Oh wait, can you say midget?

Oh and my maker is a queen. She lives in a giant house too. And she's pretty. But I still don't know what a maker is. But she says I'm a good vampire. I don't remember being a vampire. I wonder how many people I've killed.

I wonder if I sleep in the same bed as him. He said I just moved in, but why? How long have we been dating? He acts like he's known me forever.

Oh and I found a picture of him on a dresser. He looks so handsome. I think I remember loving him. I hope he's not mad at me. Cuz I don't remember him.
I wanna remember. Everyone says I love him and he loves me back. I hope so. I like him. He makes me feel safe. I wonder how many times I've needed him. He seems good at saving me.

I hope I remember him when I wake up. I hope that he doesn't stop loving me because I can't remember loving him.

I just need to sleep on it and maybe when I wake up I'll remember everything.

Sunshine.