Gone

~Memory~

I'd just finished up with dinner dishes and ran out to go see Dusk. Normal time, just another day, or so I thought. I let myself in to find the house deadly quiet. Went down the hall to his room, and opened the door quietly in case he was still in downtime. But he wasn't there. Listening, I could hear and sense that none of them were.

I searched the house, finding nothing. Worried, I tried his phone only to hear it ringing in the house. I sat down to see if he'd come home. I was still there two days later, when my father came looking for me. Draven was gone. And there was nothing I could do about it right then.

Daddy insisted I come home. Once there I locked myself in my room and refused to come out for anything. I didn't eat, did nothing but sleep and stare at the walls for days. I held his picture, curled up in his shirt. And cried. I cried a lot. It was late one night, the house eerily quiet when I decided I couldn't and wouldn't live without him. I crossed the hall to the bathroom, found a razor blade and sliced into the skin on my wrists. I sat watching my blood draining from me, thinking how he used to love the taste of my blood. How he always told me I tasted amazing. And here I was wasting it. Served him right I thought at the time.

Star saved me that night.She called 911, and I ended up in the hospital for weeks. I tried many times to die. Always putting myself in dangerous situations. I just couldn't bear to live without him. And it took years and years for me to get over him. I eventually focused on Star. She saved me for the second time by giving me a reason to live.

It was just a year ago that I finally put the ring away. And gave up hope. And then guess who strolled his sexy ass back into my world. Yep DUSK.

From the second I opened that door, I knew I'd be his again. Nothing had changed in all those years. I still love him. And nothing can change it.

Hey Dusk, I love you.

Sunshine