Who is this vampire?

Draven.

Dusk.

Who the fuck is this man I married? He's not the vampire I know or love. This vampire is a shell of his former self.

The Dusk I know would've stood in front of me with fangs bared and fought to final death to defend me. Not push me to my own.

Never in my undeath or life did I think he'd be the one to not be there for me. Yet it was his actions that broke my heart and shattered my soul so intensely that I just wanted to end it all for the first time since being turned.

This vampire is not my husband. He is someone I don't even know anymore. So I left. Walked away.

I can't be with someone who doesn't protect or support me. Not now, not ever. It is his job as my husband. He promised me that.

Now here I sit, alone, with our child and no Dusk. Where do we go from here? Can it be salvaged? Can he be the vampire I need?

And if not can I really walk away from the only soul I've loved this deeply?

I don't know. All I know is unless he changes, I don't want to see him ever again. I will not survive another moment like that.

So wherever you are Draven Blood, I love you. Please come back to me.

Sunshine.